July 2016
"I will go for two months", thinking at the beginning. And now you are here for five years.
A time come, for everyone is different, in three to five to six months, you feel to arrive at a limit.
At the begining you cant stand this life, but at some point, you pass to the other side.
You stop complaining and you get used to this.
Sleeping in the same House or the same room with other men, two or three in the best case.
To use the same kitchen, the same bathroom and the same toilet.
You wake up 6 oclock, and return after 18.00 pm.
And you have to wait your turn doing bathroom.
And you have your clothes in to suitcase.
Thinking what to cook, not to eat at a restaurant and spend money.
To watch TV without understanding the language.
To sleep 2-3 hours from the time you return from the job.
And it's like that every day.Every day.
From the needs of the body remember only the hunger and sleeping.
You learn to ignore the other needs of the body. You learn living without sex, without touch the evening a woman, without a touching of a woman, without kissing a woman.
Yes there are many workers do this, to live this miserable life, because not have another selection and need to survive.
Many of us begin accept this life for a short time to earn more money. And the worst is that at some point, this just become normal life with no oter reason.
We doesnt know to do something else. Neither feel that something missing ...